Kola

Verse 1]]
Can’t think
Too busy with the
Leaping, swinging
Of this
New wicked beat, yeah
Can’t relax
You’re all ova me
I’m trying to skate
Get outta my way
Don’t wanna knock you over,
No
Chorus]]
Then I goto the shop to get a red bull
Or maybe a beer
Gotta be 16 though
Can’t buy alcohol or cigs here
Verse 2]]
Go back
Outside, sun shining down
With my cap wrong way round
And my red bull in one hand
I dodge the old lady
I dodge the dogs
Man!
I feel alive
Wanna scream aloud!!
Verse 3]]
Then I goto the skaters
And it goes so quiet again
But I stop the sadness
By turning on my favourite
Rave
Kola with ice would be nice
Come n get it!
Kola with ice would be nice
Come n get it!
Oh yeah I’ve been there
Chorus]] x2
Then I goto the shop to get a red bull
Or maybe a beer
Gotta be 16 though
Can’t by alcohol or cigs here

Then I goto the shop to get a red bull
Or maybe a beer
Gotta be 16 though
Can’t by alcohol or cigs here
Kola!

The One

It’s starting again
Don’t understand
It’s happened before
Can’t take it no more

This foolish game
Always ends up in confusion
I’ll feel alive
Then I’ll fall once again

I died in this dream
Don’t know what it means
Got lost in the liar
I died in this dream
Reaching out for the one
The one I admire

I’ve failed yet again
Coz I let it stay
I used to pretend
That I felt OK

Just one big lie
Such a perfect illusion
I’ll feel alive
Then I’ll fall once again

I died in this dream
Don’t know what it means
Got lost in the liar
I died in this dream
Reaching out for the one
The one I admire

Can’t Save Me Now

Verse 1]]
You’re just a dream
You’re just a fantasy

You’re just a fixation
Howling over me

Your heart and your soul
Don’t mean anything to me
At all
But still your eyes
Look down on me
Whenever I fall
Chorus]]
And I know these times when
I, I would run alone
Someplace where
You can’t save me now
And I know these times when
I, I would run alone
Someplace where
You can’t save me now
Verse 2]]
And I, I feel empty now
As though I’m haunted
In a place where
Spirits never sleep
And I feel cautious now
As though I’m wanted
In a place where
The devil can weep
Chorus]]
And I know these times when
I, I would run alone
Someplace where
You can’t save me now
And I know these times when
I, I would run alone
Someplace where
You can’t save me now
Verse 3]]
I know these times when
I would go alone
Walking, on my own
I know these times when
I would just
Fall down, fall down
And stay inside myself
Chorus]]
And I know these times when
I, I would run alone
Someplace where
You can’t save me now
And I know these times when
I, I would run alone
Someplace where
You can’t save me now
You can’t save me now
You can’t save me now
Yeah you can’t save me now
Oh yeah, you can’t save me now.

Combined

Verse 1]]
So let me start by saying why I ain’t been around
I’ve been busy with the band and the job and the bitch next door, oh yeah
You don’t give a shit ‘bout my reputation, go on admit it, you never did
So okay I love you but you want more
WELL if there’s any word that describes how much of an ass you are then tell me,
Please!
Chorus]]
Yeah you expect me to take it all in
And all that love you only give yourself
Oh yeah you expect me to let you back in
When all you do is damage my health
Why can’t you see that I like you?
Is it so hard to understand?
Don’t get me wrong I hate you
But love and hate don’t hold hand in hand, yeah
Verse 2]]
Now let me break up the silence in this place
I’ve been gone for so long (so long) so long (so long)
Come back and everything’s changed, you are full of deceive and you love it
My hands are shaking and my heart is bumping
Now would be a good time to depart, but you say you need me again,
Please!
Chorus]]
Yeah you expect me to take it all in
And all that love you only give yourself
Oh yeah you expect me to let you back in
When all you do is damage my health
Why can’t you see that I like you?
Is it so hard to understand?
Don’t get me wrong I hate you
But love and hate don’t hold hand in hand, yeah
Verse 3]]
So let me finish by saying why I ain’t been around
I’ve been busy with the band and the job and the bitch next door, oh yeah
And let me finish by saying why I stood my ground
I’m not like the other girls, oh no I’m not a whore
So goodbye my darling enemy, I won’t miss you
Please!
Chorus]]
Yeah you expect me to take it all in
And all that love you only give yourself
Oh yeah you expect me to let you back in
When all you do is damage my health
Why can’t you see that I like you?
Is it so hard to understand?
Don’t get me wrong I hate you
But love and hate don’t hold hand in hand, yeah
Yeah you expect me to take it all in
And all that love you only give yourself
Oh yeah you expect me to let you back in
When all you do is damage my health
Why can’t you see that I like you?
Is it so hard to understand?
Don’t get me wrong I hate you
But love and hate don’t hold hand in hand, yeah

I Only Blame You

Verse 1]]
It’s starting over.
I don’t know where I am
Or what I am
Doing here (doing here)
Such confusion
No help just
Sitting
Waiting
Bleeding the fear (bleeding the fear)
Chorus]]
And now I’m
Lying here
In this field of red-dead flowers
And hearing it, fearing it,
Saving it, taking it
To,
A land that is not “ours”
And I’m trying to
Forget this dream,
Make it all seem, real.
(Ooh ooh ooh ooh)
(Ooh ooh ooh ooh)

Verse 2]]
It’s taking cover
I don’t know where it is
Or what it is
Doing here (doing here)
Such delusion
No words just
Lasting
Haunting
Everything near (ev-ery-thing near)
[[Chorus]]
Verse 3]]
I’m bleeding,
Save me, won’t you save me?
I’m bleeding,
Screaming, falling,
Hurting
Save me, can’t you save me?
I’m hurting
I only blame you. (I only blame you,
the one who deceived me,
did not believe me. Oh I only blame you,
the one)
[[Chorus]] x2

Not there

Verse 1]]
So here it goes
Just another story tale
Lying here alone (alone)
Waiting for you
To hurt me again
The way you do it (oh)
Chorus]]
I try (try) I try to be…not there (oh)
(B-b-b-b-ut) But I (I) I get the feeling
(That) That you (you) don’t (don’t) care.
Verse 2]]
(A-a-a-nd) Now I’m wounded,
Only on my own
Dreaming of the pain (pain)
The control
That brings me to the ground
Each and every day (day)
Chorus]]
I try (try) I try to be…not there (oh)
(B-b-b-b-ut) But I (I) I get the feeling
(That) That you (you) don’t (don’t) care.
Verse 3]]
(P-p-p) Pain,
Driving me (insane)
(C-c-c) Control
Killing me (again)
Ohhhhhh, YEAH
Chorus]] x2
I try (try) I try to be…not there (oh)
(B-b-b-b-ut) But I (I) I get the feeling
(That) That you (you) don’t (don’t) care
And I try (try) I try to be…not there (oh)
(B-b-b-b-ut) But I (I) I get the feeling
(That) That you (you) don’t (don’t) care!

The Dream

Verse 1]]
I get up
My first thought is you
I, feel sad
It’s all I can do
Standing here, wasting time
Trying to think of words that’ll go with this rhyme
Verse 2]]
Now I’m singing, a song of hope
Where the singer, is holding on by one last rope
I feel I know you,
Though I’ve never met you
It’s something beautiful something so physical, you know
Chorus]]
Let me tell ya something ‘bout me babe,
I (I) don’t (don’t) know
Why I feel this way, and
I (I) don’t (don’t) care
It’s just another day, anyway
Verse 3]]
Last night,
I dreamed something new
I, woke up
My fear pricked to you
Banging, bould-er-ing it felt so real,
I swore I could hear her, trying to feel

Verse 4]]
Now I’m frightened, a typical me
Where this gal, is holding on by one last key
I felt I knew her,
Though I’d never met her
It was something wonderful something so unrefined, you know
[[Chorus]]
Verse 5]]
She was alone,
I didn’t see her face
All I know,
She was in disgrace
Her fear of comfort
Has blinded her,
She cannot speak
She cannot feel
She cannot…
Trust
Chorus]]
Let me tell ya something ‘bout me babe,
I (I) don’t (don’t) know
Why I feel this way, and
I (I) don’t (don’t) care
It’s just another day, anyway
Let me tell ya something ‘bout me babe,
I (I) don’t (don’t) know
Why I feel this way, and
I (I) don’t (don’t) care
It’s just another day, anyway

This Life

Verse 1]]
You don’t realize
I did aim to tell you
I did aim to apologise
You fucked with my mind once more
Jumped down my throat
Beat me to the deadline
But I still stand strong
Though I’m damn young and weak
Chorus]]
So what if I took your clothes
You got them back anyway, didn’t you?
So what if you took my radio
I’ve forgiven you now anyway, haven’t I?
Verse 2]]
Then you join in
You feel it’s funny to wound me
You feel it’s amusing to break me
Hurt me until I can’t breathe once more
Aren’t you happy I want a job?
Don’t you even care?
Your job, like £2 a week
So fuck you let me live this life
My Family
Chorus]]
So what if I took your clothes
You got them back anyway, didn’t you?
So what if you took my radio
I’ve forgiven you now anyway, haven’t I?
Verse 3]]
Here it goes again
The pain rushing in
Crashing my surroundings
Here it goes again
The tears stepping in
Burning my dumfounding
Chorus]]
So what if I took your clothes
You got them back anyway, didn’t you?
So what if you took my radio
I’ve forgiven you now anyway, haven’t I?
Verse 4]]
You’re my family, all I’ve got
Please don’t get me down no more
I’m already inches from my loss
You’re my family, all I’ll ever have
Please don’t bury me under no more
I’m already losing my mind

Chorus]]
So what if I took your clothes
You got them back anyway, didn’t you?
So what if you took my radio
I’ve forgiven you now anyway, haven’t I?

Waiting for the Day

Verse 1]]
Your eyes – beautiful
So dark – so pain free
Your voice – wonderful
Slowly – taking over me
I can’t seem to find myself – lost again (lost again)
My footsteps in this hollow shell – I try to mend (I try to mend)
Chorus]]
Now I’m lost in my load again (again)
Waiting for the day to be over (over)
Now I’m lost in myself again (again)
Waiting for the day to take over me (take over me)

Verse 2]]
Your songs – meaningful
So down – just like me
Your cry – unbearable
Simply – I can see
I can’t seem to find myself – lost again (lost again)
No use in breaking the spell – stronger than ten men (here I go again)

Chorus]]
Now I’m lost in my load again (again)
Waiting for the day to be over (over)
Now I’m lost in myself again (again)
Waiting for the day to take over me (take over me)

Verse 3]]
I – I can’t live without the pain and the (sadness)
I – I can’t live without the love and the (hatred, oh yeah)
I – No I can’t live without
Your love,
Your touch,
Your songs,
Your worship,
(Your)
Eyes,
Your smile,
Your cry,
Your friendship,
(Your)
Soul,
Your heart,
Bleeding apprenticeship
I can’t live without it. (Here I go again)
[[Chorus]] x2

You Say…

[Verse 1]]
It’s so
Goddamn tough
To try and please everyone
Show them what I’ve become
They don’t get it, they don’t
Open their eyes to the life and the pain
In this fucked up world
All they do is,
(They live) alone;
With their cars and their homes
And their kids and their phones
They don’t give a shit
They only like it when (BAM)
There’s something good on the radio
Or something sad on the news
All they do is moan and complain
And “sing in the rain” until the day
The day comes when they finally end
Chorus]]
You say that not everything is all-bad
That everything is precious, won-der-ful
You say that not everyone is all-sad
That everyone is sacred, beau-ti-ful
I say that we all say those things
Just to believe that we aren’t in-sane
I say that we all skip within rings
Just to understand that we aren’t in-pain

Verse 2]]
It’s so
Goddamn tough
To try and live the lie
Pretend everything inside me is normal
Oh yeah, (Yeah!) They don’t know what to say
Or do when I tell them that they’re all fake
And now I’m alone again
Watching the world go by
(I try) again;
To make my mind come together
To make my life, a whole lot better
It’s like I’m, imperceptible
Invisible and so dead (BAM)
And then I hear the noise again
The sound of the levelling going on within
I start to go blind once more
The flashing lights don’t help
Drowning again
Chorus]] x2
You say that not everything is all-bad
That everything is precious, won-der-ful
You say that not everyone is all-sad
That everyone is sacred, beau-ti-ful
I say that we all say those things
Just to believe that we aren’t in-sane
I say that we all skip within rings
Just to understand that we aren’t in-pain

Fatal Energy

Verse 1]]
Distance
Gets in the mode
Burning down
My daily load
Explanatory
Fuckin’ hurts
Get the gun
Kill those jerks

Chorus]]
Blood rain in my eyes
Don’t look so surprised
Fatal Energy
Submerging all of me
Yeah

Verse 2]]
Crucify
God above
The only one
Who doesn’t love
Terminal
Worded right
So let’s pretend
And all just fight

Chorus]]
Blood rain in my eyes
Don’t look so surprised
Fatal Energy
Submerging all of me
Yeah

Ending]]
Distance
Gets in the mode
Burning down
My daily load
Terminal
Worded right
So let’s pretend
And all just fight
Blood rain in my eyes
(Yeah, don’t look so surprised)
Fatal energyyyyyy!
(It’s submerging all of me)

Blood-red fear

Sadness
Surrounds me over
Betrayal
Burns my lover
Tears
Torment me now
(And)
Hate
Holds me down
(Tune)
Silence
Suffers in here
Balancing
Blood-red fear
Torturing
Timeless days
(And)
Heaving
Hollow prays
(Tune)

Cruel Like You

So okay my day was going fine
Look, I’m minding my own business
Not hurting anyone
Went out for a walk just there, had to
Felt all right, but now I’m choking
Why you gotta hurt me so?
It ain’t my fault, you know
I didn’t mean for you to get mad at me
Just wish you could understand & see
That I’m not so like you
No, I’m not cruel like you
I didn’t mean for you to almost kill me
Just wish you could understand… (And see)
Don’t get why I hate you so much
I’m supposed to love you the most
What people say
But I would kill you if it meant good, I would
Dunno what to write, I can’t erase you
Why you gotta hurt me so?
It ain’t my fault, you know
I didn’t mean for you to get mad at me
Just wish you could understand & see
That I’m not so like you
No, I’m not cruel like you
I didn’t mean for you to almost kill me
Just wish you could understand… (And see)
So I’m not a perfect person
But I’ll be more perfect than you’ll ever be
Coz I’m not the one that’s posing
Nude in fuckin page 3!
Why you gotta hurt me so?
It ain’t my fault, you know
I didn’t mean for you to get mad at me
Just wish you could understand & see
That I’m not so like you
No, I’m not cruel like you
I didn’t mean for you to almost kill me
Just wish you could understand… (And see)

So Slow

Verse 1]]
Yes I don’t know why things take so long
Like waiting in the doctors for an hour just for my blood pressure
And then there’s the old man walking slower than a tortoise
It’s like slow motion is my life
Yes I don’t know why things take so long
Like the traffic to school in the morning; it’d be quicker walking
And then there’s everyone talking slower than a speech
It’s like slow motion is my life
Chorus]]
Why does it have to be so slow?
Why does it have to be so low?
And the beatings on the wall, I know
But still I have no daring to go
And why does it happen everyday?
Has no one thought of moving away?
Now I don’t know what else to say
All I know is I’m not gonna stay
[Repeat all twice]